Tuesday 9 December 2014

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED, PART 33

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED




PART 33




When at night he reached back, Geet was the one to open the door and not Neena. The sight that welcomed him had him taking in a sharp breath. Holy-fucking-hell, dressed in a magenta saari she was angelic. Maan forgot his complaints and anger. Damn, he even forgot how to speak.



You can come in you know. She blushed hiding a silly grin by staring down. Maan balanced his falling heart and willed his legs to move.

Never… saw you… saree. He stated idiotically.

Yeah I know. How do I- Unfortunately for her, the gorgeous saare over which Maan was going all wide-eyed and jaw-slacked didn’t cooperate so well. As she took another step it got stuck under her foot and she tripped over it falling flat on her face.

With a curse, Maan came to her side.

Ouch… She winced, stars dancing above her head. Maan was saying something but her brain couldn’t process it. Arms wrapped around, he took her to the couch. That hurt. She rubbed her forehead, eyes brimming with tears. This wasn't what she had planned. Maan removed her hand and examined the injury.

Neena. He called. Neena came hurrying. Go get an ice pack or something.

I think I draped the saree too low. But they had showed like that in the video. She complained pouting like a two year old.

You learned on internet? You could have asked Neena for help. For god sake, you didn’t have to wear a bloody saree if you can’t carry it off. He yelled and Geet flinched, surprised and hurt by his anger.

It was my first time. Tears spilled out of her eyes.

Maan bit his tongue. I… I didn’t mean it that way. Shit, what had he done. She had worn it for him; don’t know with how much difficulty. One glance at her face and he knew he’d caused serious damage. She was touchy about all these things after their wedding. And he had downright shouted on her for trying to please him. Now she would always remember his harsh words while wearing a saree, if she ever wore it again.

You were… so happy when you saw me at the door and then I had to trip and ruin it all. I am so stupid. Why do I even try? I can’t cook or wear anything traditional without making a fool of myself. I am such a horrible wife. Geet cried more when she remembered that she had redecorated his room. How will she show him now? What if he got angrier? She hadn’t asked him before shifting all her things into his personal space. If he felt stifled by all her impositions, she wouldn’t be surprised.

Neena bought and handed the ice pack to Maan. He first wiped her tears with his handkerchief then carefully pressed the pack over the swell on her forehead. I said that in anger. I shouldn’t have. There is nothing wrong with you wearing saree, love. But when you fell, I lost control. Can’t you see hurt baby, that’s all.

He blew on her swelling and she closed her eyes, the ache in her head replaced by his tantalizing smell. Thank god you aren’t bleeding. Come, I will take you to bed.

No. I mean, let’s go to my room.

Maan frowned. What room? Old one? Who said that’s your room? Neena must have kept your things there because she didn’t know better and I forgot to tell her this morning since I had to leave early. He picked her up and she practically jumped out of his arms.

What is wrong with you? Your will hurt yourself again.

What is the problem with my old room? Can’t you stay one night there? How can you be so… biased?

Maan could have banged his head on the wall. Is your brain fine after the hit? He asked quizzical then his expression eased like he had figured out whatever it was. What are you hiding, Geet?

Geet bit her lip. Busted! Nothing.

He strode upstairs and she moaned. Not even god could stop him now. Bracing herself she went behind, holding the saree above her ankles. God forbid if she tripped again and ended up in a hospital.

As Maan opened his room door, she lurked behind all the while cursing herself for not asking, for thinking too far along, for trying to please him only to get him angry in the end. First the saree then the room, she was a free ticket to disaster.

His mouth hung open. It was like he had entered someone else’s room and still it held a strange familiarity-intimacy. Curtains were changed, furniture was shifted or altered and her things were adjusted with his- mingled together. Everything was stylishly arranged. However, the centre of attention was the big, monochrome photograph of them from Croatia surrounded by eight other small ones on the front wall at the bed’s head. The room seemed fuller, livelier. Better.

This was what kept you busy whole day? His face was impassive and voice stern. New tears formed in her eyes as she nodded. An apology was on her tongue when she got surprised seeing a smile break out at the corner of his lips.

Maan shook his head. You are more insane than I am. You thought I wouldn’t like this?

Geet heaved a sigh of relief. For a moment I thought you wouldn’t like me in your room since I am such a mess and you also need your privacy. I know how much you cherish it. And then I changed everything. She looked around wearily. You sure you don’t mind? I can keep everything back at their places.

No. I like how it is now. I would have gotten all your things shifted into my room anyway. We are always going to live and sleep together from now so that only makes sense. You talk about privacy? I want it with you. Here. He opened his arms and she shuffled in. One big palm cupped the back of her head, while he softly laid his lips over the lump on her forehead. What am I going to do with you, Mrs. Khurana?

Geet buried her face in his chest. I have to ask you something.

Later. Did you have dinner? She shook her head. Then I will change and we’ll go downstairs to eat. Her clasp on him didn’t loosen and face didn’t rise from his chest. Love, what’s wrong?

I don’t want to let go of you. Her voice was muffled and she was no less than a little girl in that moment. It’s the only place where I won’t trip over silly sarees, where I feel safe.

Maan kissed the top of her head. I love you. Eventually she set him free.

When Maan came out of the bathroom after taking a quick bath, Geet was cutely poking the bump on her forehead standing in front of the mirror. I look comic. She turned and took him in, all glorious bare chest and wet hair… Yumm. Maan smirked pulling on a T-shirt.

You should be least worried about looks after hitting your head on hard floor. There could have been serious injuries.

I have survived worse. She stilled when Maan’s expressions suddenly hardened. Wrong choice of words. She blinked. I am hungry. Let’s go.

Neena served the dinner and after all the drama, they ate in companionable silence. Her earlier comment mentioning ‘worse’ hadn’t escaped his mind. This time he wouldn’t just ignore his inner voice that craved to know. He wanted more from her. He wanted to know all that was to her and her past. Neena, you can leave for the night. We’ll clear the table. So Neena left them alone.

Geet cleared her throat. While I was browsing the internet to know how to wear a saree, I came across few old articles. The truth was she had looked for it. Dev’s words had left their mark and although she trusted Maan, curiosity got better of her. The thing was not just Dev but media also thought that Maan had an illegitimate child, born out of wedlock. Nobody had ever seen him with the child but there were rumors that had ruled the gossip columns a couple of years ago.

It really didn’t matter to Geet if he had a child and past with some girl. Everyone had a story; some could be discussed while others were better hidden in the closet. She just didn’t know why Maan wouldn’t tell her, of all people she wouldn’t ever judge him, although, he might have had his reasons. For all she knew it could be a lie. There was only way to find out.

You know that I would never judge you right and you can tell me things. She said twisting her fingers together.

Geet, what are you hinting at?

She took a deep breath. Do you have a child?

Maan stopped eating, after a moment’s pause he spoke, face impassive. Let’s finish our dinner first then we’ll discuss.

Suddenly, her appetite was dead. Somehow she got through the dinner and after clearing the table, they settled in the living room. Geet was prepared for the worst.

Geet, like you said, don’t judge me okay? His face was ominous. Yes. Yes… I do have a son but I am not his father.

What is that supposed to mean? Geet thought. 

He is adopted. I own an orphanage in Mumbai. The boy was brought there at the age of three. His parents might have died or abandoned him, we couldn’t find out. He had a hole in his heart. The first look at him and something formed between us- a connection of sorts. I adopted and got him treated in US.

Oh. Geet mumbled, her mind processing the information. When were you going to tell me this?

We had our plates full. You weren’t ready to accept me; I wasn’t so sure how you would react to me having a son.

You fear too much Maan.

Yes I fear. When it comes to you, I fear. And I am ashamed. He conceded. I had no clue how and when to tell you this. I haven’t been the best dad around. I have a whole company to take care of and I just don’t know how to be a father. I didn’t have a good example from my Dad. I suck at it really. Maa goes to see him at the boarding school and takes care of him during the weekends when he comes back to the house in Mumbai. He comes to me only during his summer vacations. Geet, I really didn’t-

I understand, Maan.

He was astonished. You do?

Yes. When I saw it on the internet I had decided that I was okay with it both ways. That is whether you have a son or not. Only you keeping it from me was disturbing, but I understand. Sometimes we are just too afraid of hurting someone or losing them. So it’s okay.

Maan sighed, his eyes closed and when they opened, Geet saw them swimming with wetness. When he spoke his voice was hoarse. You say you are a horrible wife but I beg to differ. You’re the most amazing life partner ever. You realize the very essence of marriage, its understanding and trust- an unshakable bond between two people. My relation with him is… complicated, like every other relationship in my life.

She nodded enveloping him in her arms. She had never seen MSK so vulnerable and needy. The article said you had someone in your life, even I thought so. She chuckled weakly to lighten the air.

They write anything without proof. And I never felt the need to explain myself to them. He looked into her eyes. But there was never anyone else, just you. I slept with girls, had inconsistent girlfriends and even one night stands but I loved only one. You. He hugged her again.

Resolve in her eyes, Geet stood up. Maan, there is something I want you to see. Taking his hand she led him to their room. She left him to stand beside the bed and when came back there was a box in her hands. He recognized it instantly.



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PRECAP- Geet preparing to meet Maan's son...






Imp note:

Hello everyone,
I am deeply disappointed with the amount of comments... there are 700+ views on each update of BF on Blog, higher than any other ff of mine since I don't post it on India Forum. Even if a single person visits the page twice to read the same update there would still be 350 readers. Out of 350, I get 20-30 comments- on the last update it was even lesser. I don't expect 350 comments. I don't even expect half of it. But what I get is really less and depressing. I don't want to make my blog private, thats not my thing. But I need your support. It's not unfair of me to ask for a little feedback. Don't comment every time or write a story. However once in a while a few words would be enough for me.

So please, consider this a humble request, take out a few minutes to make me know of your point of view. I'll be forever grateful.


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Saturday 6 December 2014

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED, PART 32

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED



This part is for Neha. Belated happy bday babes. Loads of love to u.


PART 32




On their fourth day in Croatia, Geet woke up feeling restless and uneasy. As her eyes adjusted to darkness she noticed the dim sunlight filtering in through the flowing curtains. A glance at the clock made sure it was just after dawn. She twisted and turned, trying to call sleep back. In vain. Suddenly her stomach clenched and she ran into washroom to throw up the acid. Her throat ached as convulsions wreaked her entire body. She held the toilet tightly trying to keep her heavy head in place.

A warm hand rubbed her back and fingers gathered her hair pulling them off her face.

After throwing up the entire dinner in the toilet she slid back on the floor. Maan helped her up and she washed her face. He handed her the mouthwash which she took eagerly. It replaced the bitter acidic taste with that of mint. While Maan dabbed her face with a towel, she raised her weary eyes to stare into his concerned ones. Sorry, you had to see that.

Don’t be mad, you are sick. I’ll call a doctor. He picked her exhausted body taking her to the bed. Geet was surprised how he just knew she was too weak to even walk without her voicing it out. At times like these she felt too lucky-blessed-to have him. What she wouldn’t give to keep him happy, he was all that she had.

The sun is not even up yet. I think it’s just the change of place, nothing much.

Geet… He said in his stern tone. It might be nothing much for you but I would like to be sure.

Oh god, Maan, now don’t behave like a father.

Maan didn’t falter. A husband is a father, friend and-

Geet pulled him down on the bed with a giggle and cuddled against him. Yeah, superman, you are my everything but I am all fine. So let me sleep.

He kissed her forehead. Are you sure?

Yep.


Next day they caught a ferry and reached Mijet, a group of islands filled with pristine wilderness near Dubrovnik. They decided to camp beside the lake, just the two of them all alone. Maan expertly set the tent showing Geet that there was hardly anything in the world that he wasn’t a perfectionist at.

You make me your fan. She told and stripped down to her bikini.

He licked his lips, eyes roaming her body. Believe me the feeling is mutual.

Geet blushed smiling naughtily. Really? I would like to know the extent of your… admiration? Come catch me. She jumped into the lake. Maan removed his T-shirt, loving the challenge and dived in behind her. The water was cold and their bodies hot for each other. He caught her in no time and when he did there was no stopping. He bought her out of the lake and made good use of the tent.

I know I said you didn’t have to bring me here but now I don’t want to go back. She said panting, her face alight in the after-sex glow. I like the adventure, peace and most of all I like that I have you all to myself and there is no one who knows us. You are not the country’s most sought after businessman here and am not a pro- I mean am not what I was.

Maan nuzzled her neck, kissing down to the swell of her breasts. Do you think I like it any less? But love, this is not real. Our life remains back in Delhi, where I have to take care of KC. A dream is more beautiful when it’s a dream, turned into reality its allure fades. So we’ll let this be a dream. We can come back whenever you want to, okay?

Geet nodded when he looked up from her breasts for an answer.

Ten days passed by too fast. They enjoyed as much as they could n did it all-kayaking, sea diving, explored the wilderness on a bike with butterflies-which was a miracle considering how much time they spent making love. But in middle they took out time to live in the place they had come and make sweet memories that would remain with them forever.

Sadly, they had to come back sometime. Maan had already told Nikita to shift Geet’s belongings back to his place. So when they got back all her things were there. Since Dadimaa and Maan’s mother had gone back to Mumbai, there were no issues with her coming back to his house-her house too, now officially-and even if they were there he wouldn’t have let Geet live at Nikita’s place anymore.

Geet hadn’t actually believed that she would come back to Maan’s house-their house-so she was extremely happy to be back, their little nest where it had all started.

Only when they reached, Geet figured out that their sweet home was intruded by the Devil himself.

What-

Before she could complete, Dev spoke. Bro, how long it has been.

Maan engulfed Dev in a warm hug and Geet all but scoffed.

How come you are here?

Well, I went to KC to meet you but was told you had gone out of India. Now I know why. Dev eyed Geet meaningfully. They told me when you are coming so here I am.

Yeah I actually wanted to take a break from work. Maan said, sitting down on the couch. Geet grimaced. Gosh, they had just arrived. Couldn’t Dev wait to show his ugly face? Not like Geet would have appreciated it anymore but at least Maan wouldn’t be so exhausted. Damn, the way he looked at his little brother with so much adoration and care, Geet wanted to punch Dev in the face so hard his nose would break to no restoration.

You don’t miss me bro. Didn’t even tell me you were going out.

I am sorry. Maan rubbed his forehead, genuinely apologetic. Before leaving I was kind of busy.

Yeah, I heard of the accident. I even came to see you at the hospital but you were unconscious. Dev said with so much concern, it made Geet’s blood boil. She kept her mouth shut, with difficulty. How are you now?

As you can see, am all good. So how were you here, all waiting for me? I know that’s not your thing Dev.

Trust you to know everything, bro. Actually, I wanted to ask you for some money. I wanted to invest in-

Maan cut him off. You don’t have to ask for it, Dev. Whatever is mine is yours too. Wait, I’ll be back. Standing up he walked towards his study.

Begging for money your favorite time pass?

I shouldn’t be taunted for it by a whore.

Geet shrugged. At least I worked for it. What about you? All I see is a loser, begging for pieces of his brother’s fortune every now and then because he knows he won’t get it anywhere else, must be tough. How you do it really? Being so ungrateful and shameless, not to mention the backstabbing part- attempting to murder the same brother who trusts you so blindly.

You bitch. He hissed. You don’t know anything. It’s as much mine as his. I am also Khurana heir. Only if my father knew my worth- He shook his head regaining the composure and fixing Geet with a pure evil glare. It had the hairs rising at the back of her neck. I had asked you to tell me his whereabouts. But you left the country with him without telling me and when I tried to contact, you were unreachable, perhaps intentionally. Are you forgetting your place, Muskan darling?

I have forgotten nothing. But I am not going to be your pawn, motherfucker. You want to play dirty, I will show you what dirty is. You speak one wrong word in front of Maan or expose me to media and I will tell your brother and also police about your little secrets including the most recent one of trying to kill Maan. Maybe the police won’t believe me but Maan would, trust me on that. Geet wasn’t sure herself that if it came onto trusting between his brother and her, who would Maan chose but she prayed that Dev wouldn’t call her bluff. In no way she could do it anymore. She couldn’t betray Maan by helping this bastard. And if you tried as much as hurting a hair on Maan’s body, I swear to god I will ruin you. Till now you have not seen how low I can go to get what I want. I don’t give a damn about myself but I’ll protect Maan till my last breath. You have lost a forced minion and earned an enemy who has actually nothing to lose.

By expression on his face, Geet could tell he was furious and shaken up. However somehow he replaced those expressions with a smile.

So sure of him huh? Only because he has given you some attention you think you have him all in your control. Don’t tell me you have fallen for my big brother without knowing him at all. He is no less shrewd. Once he is done with you he will dump you. That’s what he did with his last subject of interest. You should ask her. Oh wait, perhaps you should ask her son or shall I say his son.

For a moment his words didn’t register and when they did, she could only frown.

Here. Maan came back with a sighed check and gave it to Dev. What are you guys talking about?

Geet diverted her gaze, struck by Dev’s words.

Nothing, I was just asking Geet whether she enjoyed the trip. Thanks bro. He waved the cheque. I owe you this one.

No you don’t. Maan smiled. It’s all in the family.

Dev grinned. Will catch you later. Bye Geet.

He left and Geet remained still. Maan caught her sight.

Hey, you alright?

Yeah I am fine. I am exhausted. Jet lag, I guess or whatever.

My love’s exhausted. Maan pulled her into a hug. Do you want me to prepare a bath for you or I could give you one too. He winked, smiling down at her. In that smile she saw love, unadulterated and unconditional. She couldn’t believe a word of Dev, he was as evil as they came and was probably just messing with her brain. After whatever Maan had done for her, her trust and respect for him couldn’t be swayed even by god. She won’t do the same mistake twice by not trusting him.



The following day, Maan called her from office. There is a hell lot of work and am missing you damn much. You should have come with me.

Geet had a big smile on her face. I am busy. She could practically imagine him pouting on the other side.

How can you be busy when I am not there?

You think too high of yourself, baby. I have other and better things to do. Now don’t waste my time, I have to do some serious work. Ba-byee. She hung up before he could utter another word.



In his office Maan stared at his mobile. She didn’t know how much he burned for her sight and touch every second. Yeah, he was obsessed but just how much you love someone before they consume your every thought and effect your every single action? He didn’t know where to stop? And how did you stop anyway? Gosh, after spending each second with her on their honeymoon he couldn’t take even this small separation of few hours. But the work had piled up and he couldn’t go back fast enough to his busy wife. He will deal with that when he reached home.

Home. The word held a new meaning. He would never be alone there now. Never. Geet would be there either going back with him or waiting for him. Maan smiled. The walls of lonesome house won’t bite him again and he wouldn’t have to go out in search of company when he felt depressed or sad. She would be there. Forever. Always. A twinkling star in his dark life.

When at night he reached back, Geet was the one to open the door and not Neena. The sight that welcomed him had him taking in a sharp breath. Holy-fucking-hell, dressed in a magenta saari she was angelic. Maan forgot his complaints and anger. Damn, he even forgot how to speak.




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PRECAP- Maan's son??






A/N:

Sorry got late with the update. Will try to update next sooner.

Thanks to those who left comments. It really means a lot

XOXO







Tuesday 25 November 2014

KHUMAARI- The Nocturnal Beast, PART 20

KHUMAARI

The Nocturnal Beast







"QUICK RECAP"


Geet was a small town girl grown up between overprotective men-her father and two brothers. Her only dream was to complete PG and become a psychologist. Living on her own in an apartment away from family as a rebellion act against her father who wouldn’t allow her to go out of town again for her PG, she had never imagined that her life would take such a drastic turn in the blink of an eye.

It happened one night, when her modest apartment was broken into by a devastatingly handsome yet ruthless man who abducted her and took her to a lonesome island in middle of nowhere. The man happened to be completely arrogant and self obsessed. Announcing himself as Maan Singh Khurana, he claimed that he wasn’t a man and rather a werewolf and that he had marked her two years ago at a party because she was his MATE. 

Having a scientific and practical mind, and also studying psychology, Geet believed him to be a lunatic. During her stay at the island, she discovered otherwise for he appeared quite sane apart from his weird talks. Utterly scared and cut off from the world, Geet tried to flee a number of times but all her attempts failed. Her rock-hard will to get away deterred a little not by fear but an unexpected and loving action that saved her life. Her savior was the same man-werewolf-that she had considered a beast and had attacked almost killing him. Somewhere touched and finding no escape she agreed when he told her he was to take her to his home.

On their way to his place that was in the same cold region as her town but still far away, she attempted another run off only to be stopped by a wolf bigger than any normal wolf. Struck and bewildered, her mind had no reason but to finally believe Maan’s word.
The changes were not just in Geet but Maan too. He understood how important the human female was to him n not just because his life was tied to hers as she was his predestined mate but also because he had began to feel for her, deeply. Against all his complains and objections, he realized that she indeed was his perfect match.

Upon reaching his home where his clan and family awaited, he introduced his mate proudly to everyone. Geet met Maan’s big, royal family that lived in a big mansion fondly called The Den. Maan’s father who leaded his family also leaded the whole clan because he was The Alpha, the king without a crown. Polite and full of life, Geet didn’t take time in becoming a part of the family which was united and accepted her because she was Maan’s mate and thus one of them. The remaining clan also accepted her when the human valiantly threw herself in between a helpless kid from their pack and wild wolves. Both, the kid and Geet got saved because Maan sensed the danger through his connection to Geet and came on time warding off the wild creatures.

All didn’t remain well, however. The abode of protector troop’s head-Vidhuat-was attacked and his imbecile mate was kidnapped by some unknown entity. A wounded and ferocious Vidhuat from the loss of his beloved mate was kept down with the help of drugs until there was no lead found regarding his mate’s whereabouts.

Meanwhile, the clan’s medic, Paras-who had earlier taken Geet’s blood sample to run DNA tests, found out that Geet had recessive werewolf genes which had been awakened by Maan’s blood in her system. Since, Werewolves are born and not turned her survival was impossible and with her Maan’s too. The fact breaks Maan but upon knowing the truth he decides to hide it from Geet who had become his everything.

Somewhere far away from their clan, in the jungles, Vidhuat’s mate Chavvi was held captive by the bad guys in the old church ruins. The once holy place had now turned dark and evil. Droh, who was behind it all, was brutal and heartless with intentions less than righteous. Even his mate-Sheen-couldn’t stop him from sending another message to Maan’s clan. Droh sent reckless males into Chavvi’s room asking them to spare just her life and take everything else.

Now next…







Part 20
Keeping Distance




"Pain is a part of love, like night is part of the day."



With a roaring scream, Vidhuat rouse from sleep and tumbled onto to the floor. Liquid agony rippled through his veins, muscles, every tissue and nerve. Heaving wildly he stood up. Not a second later sinking down on the floor holding his head in both hands. Nails, his own, clawed at the tender skin but couldn’t compete with the ache that bore inside his head. The pain was crippling and more than that the fear like he had never felt before had him gasping. Doubling over, he tried to breathe through his mouth but to no relief. His heart beat frantically like an injured bird desperately flapping its clipped wings in last futile attempt to remain of the ground.

Wetness rolled down his face. Tears. They mixed with the sweat trickling down his temples.
Chavvi.

She was seeking him.

And she was in pain. He vaguely felt someone approaching. He roared so loud his throat nearly got bruised, not that he felt any of it. He just felt one thing. Her pain. It was too much to take. Standing on wobbly legs like a new born fawn he twisted around to see here and there, wanting to know where she was. His eyes were heated, seeing red, and everything was out of focus. He couldn’t see. Nor could he feel. She wasn’t there.

The silence was loud and he couldn’t stop wailing. His lovely mate, she was being torn apart. He had promised her protection and happiness. He’d said he would always be there.

And she had believed. So trusting. Always trusting.

The medic’s mate was very slowly attempting to draw near with raised hands. The panting Were was certainly out of sorts and on the brink of transformation. His claws were out and teeth elongated. To curb him if he changed form would be more difficult. Surely something she couldn’t do on her own since Paras was not there. He could wreak havoc in the clinic and seriously injure himself. Contacting Paras through their mental bond, she took a step ahead.

Shh, Vidhuat. It’s me. Trisha. It didn’t seem like he could hear her. His eyes were blank, turning crimson. With snail like pace, she carefully advanced towards him in crouched position so he wouldn’t see her as a potential threat. Shh, it’s me. It’s me. Calm down.

He snarled viciously and swung towards her. Thankfully, his leg jammed into the bed post causing him to fall down. While he whimpered, she ran past to the table beside his bed and pulled out the injection from the drawer and the sedatives that were kept there for him. 

Fixing the injection precisely with the right amount of sedative as she had done so many times before over the years; she turned back. Only, Vidhuat was no more flat on the floor. 

He stood on his feet, the deranged eyes now focused on her. She knew exactly when he was going to lounge and prepared herself for the hit.

It didn’t come. Her mate did.

Catching Vidhuat by the waist and throwing him back, Paras growled none too pleasantly. No more the subdued and compassionate doc, his lips pulled back to reveal sharp canines that could tear anyone apart if they tried to harm his mate.

Vidhuat landed on all four, his bones cracking and reforming as the transformation occurred. But before it could take place entirely Trisha handed Paras the injection and he slammed it into Vidhuat taking advantage of the weedy moment of transformation. Strong sedatives immediately kicked in.

Paras had Trisha in his arms before Vidhuat even hit the floor in a heap of unconsciousness.

Why didn’t you defend yourself?

Tears spilled out of her eyes. I couldn’t hurt him more then he already is. He is my brother.

Paras held her tighter. For a moment I thought I had lost you. By star’s grace, I wasn’t far and came as fast as I could when I heard you call.

Trisha couldn’t stop the sobs. Chavvi was seeking him. He woke up screaming her name and wanted to go to her. She is suffering. They have already been through so much.

I know, baby. She’ll be fine and we’ll find her soon. Against the good words uttered, both of them knew he was lying.

The instant she asked to see the falls, Maan fulfilled her wish. And holly-molly, was it beautiful? It was better than any painting or picture she had ever seen of a waterfall. 

Although Maan had pushed her into the water from height of 10 feet nearly killing her-for which she had given him a good smack and verbal raps-Geet couldn’t ignore the fact that he had jumped with her. Yeah, all the werewolf mumbo-jumbo made him practically immortal but still, it felt good to know that she hadn’t taken the jump alone.

It had diminished her fury to a certain level. Not completely. Feeling angry was better than feeling miserable any day. With the things going on around which were hardly comprehensible, she grudgingly admitted that Maan’s frolics were kinda fun and easing.

Back to Den and huddled inside the comforters, she had changed out of the wet clothes and waited for him. He had gone to take care of some‘business’. Geet had no idea what it was.

Her mind geared back from this morning events to last night and it began to feel as though she was forgetting something, but what-

The book!!

Where the hell is it? She checked all over the bed and then looked below it.

Searching for something?

Geet ignored the delicious smell of pancakes that Maan had brought and rubbed her forehead. Should she tell him? Damn, if she didn’t find the book she would never be able to return it.

What happened last night after we came back? Maan kept the tray down and did a show of raising both brows. Stop staring at me like an idiot and speak.

Manners! He smirked.

Yeah, whatever. Tell me.

Well, you slept on the way back and I had to carry you to our bedroom from the car. Not to mention, my plans with you for the night were ruined because of it. Although I had every intension to, I just couldn’t wake you up.

Plans. Geet knew what those plans comprised of. Cheeks pink, she cleared her throat staring down. I… um, actually borrowed a book from the witches’ place. I’ll return it. She defended her act and looked up only to see a lopsided smile on Maan’s full lips. Ahh, totally kissable.

You stole from the witches. Very impressive. He said with a wolfish smirk like she had made him so proud. Geet rolled her eyes. Since your book is not here, it might be left in the car. Let’s go fetch it.

And Mr. Sherlock Homes was dead on. The book was indeed in the car. They brought it from the big garage, having multitude of cars-every size and kind-that had Geet’s eyes bulging.

Don’t you guys have anything normal?

No. Maan shrugged. We are family extraordinaire.

His heart squeezed and gut turned as he played pretend with an ignorant Geet. Only he knew how much he hated every moment of this where he had to quill the agony of knowing what was going to happen and be like nothing was wrong in this hellish world in front of his unsuspecting mate, who had finally started to trust him. Only consolation was the knowledge that what he was doing was right. If they were going to die better go at it with a middle finger up. He truly didn’t feel bad for himself, he had already seen eight decades and the world would do just fine without him but every time he looked at her innocent face-full of life and dreams-his entire body reverberated with an ache that nearly choked him.

After coming back from the falls and tucking her safely in bed, he had gone and told his father and Parth about Paras’s new finding. He had also strictly cleared that Geet didn’t and couldn’t know about it until he told her on his own. Maan didn’t want to throw another problem at his father and cousin, yet it was important to report this matter before all the hell broke loose. Struck by the revelation just like he had been, they didn’t try to console him with false words and hopes for which he was immensely thankful.

Maan…

He stared at her. Yeah.

You seem lost. What’s wrong? For a moment she glanced into his eyes with an expression that gave him creeps as if she could look inside him and read it all.

Nothing, umm… come on eat this. We wouldn’t want you starving.

Distracted by the pancakes she gave a drooling smile and settled on the bed-legs crossed. Maan shifted the plate onto her lap. While she devoured the pancakes, he picked up the intimidating leather bound and read the cover. Lycan History?

Iwanttoknowmoreaboutyourkind. She gulped down the food. It was there lying between all the weird witchy books calling to me. She ate another mouthful. Youwonteat?

His stomach rolled at the idea of eating, he felt… odd. No. I hate pancakes.

Who the hell hates pancakes? You are mad.

Says the girl who jumps between wolves and steals from witches. Yeah, you are right. I am mad.

Geet grinned. Guess that’s why we are mates.

His heart missed a beat at her acceptance of being his mate. He looked away.

Peculiar but she could sense the vibes off him. She came closer to hold his hand in hers. It was warm and big sending little tingles all over her skin making her hot. Hey Maan, it’s weird to pep talk you but everything’s going to be fine, okay? Don’t be sad, bad times comes giving way to good ones, it’s a constant cycle that wouldn’t stop. 
And you have me, don’t you? Human Geet is here to take all your supernatural werewolf worries. She winked earning a small smile from Maan.

She touched the corner of his mouth. Your smile is amazing. What happened earlier in the closet… I have no idea how- Her face flushed. I am normally not… so wanton. But when you touch me something happens, my blood heats not quite like they write in erotic novels but really heats. I could feel it pumping through my veins and craving. And my stomach, all sorts of sensations fills it-good ones-that you want more and more of. She cocked her head, peering at him with big almonds eyes biting her lip.

A growl reverberated in his chest, nostrils flared. Maan took her scent in, it slid down, wrapping around every inch of his body. Senses suddenly heightened-of hearing, looking… feeling, he stared at her enthralled. Her pulse beat inside his ears as dark orbs roamed hungrily over virgin body, blossoming and inviting, dressed only in his big Tee and panties. 

His head snapped in the direction of window.

Night had fallen, moonlight filtering in- unstoppable. Not now. He stood up, rearing back.
Maan, something’s wrong with your eyes. Geet frowned trying to take a closer look.
He shielded them with a hand, fighting the inner beast that attempted to take over. His gums buzzed with the need to give way to protruding fangs.I have to go.

What’s happening?

He growled at the sound of her body sliding down the bed, his wolf reacting in the most animalistic manner to the vibration of her feet landing on the floor. Darn, he could grab those legs, spread them wide open and-

Stay where you are.

Geet adhered to the lethal warning in his tone, yet there was an undeniable part inside her that was excited by it. Thrill coursed escaping her mouth in form of rapid breathes mixed with worry and a tinge of fear.

I have to go, won’t be coming back for the night.

Just as words left his mouth, he left the room. She ran out to the huge set of doors that lead into the hallway but it was deserted. Damn his superfast speed.

Morning arrived and Geet woke up from an unhealthy state of mind that could dimly be referred to as sleep. Saddened, she caressed the empty bed beside with a tentative hand as if it would bite her. This was the first time he had left her alone for the night since they had met in her apartment.

She sighed, a strange feeling weighing down on her. This night could be listed as one of the worst of her life. Apart from twisting and turning every 5 minutes on the bed which was huge without Maan to carelessly slouch on it, there was a restless beating in her chest. She hadn’t slept good, no. More like had floated above dreamland after hours of thinking and worry.

Where did he go? And why did she need him to do something as natural as… sleeping?

Argh, he was so frustrating, like a puzzle that wouldn’t solve. Couldn’t he just tell her what bizarre Werewolf thingy went wrong with him last night?

She had searched around for him but servants didn’t know where he was. Niyati and Parth had gone out and Garv and Avi too weren’t there. Disappointed she decided to look for Mrs. Khurana in kitchen but she wasn’t there as well. Robe told Mr. and Mrs. Khurana had retired for bed early. It seemed like Maan everyone else had bailed on her. Even Cotton wasn’t there, must have been strolling somewhere in the big palace. Only Robe was seen and it felt indecent to discuss bedroom issues with him.

While she brushed teeth and took bath, her mind focused on any sound that would indicate Maan’s emergence. Later she turned on the television in no mood for breakfast and just pining for him. A servant came to ask if she would like to have breakfast in the quarters but she sent him away. An hour passed with no signs of Maan.

Geet stood and stomped out. On her way down the hallway she came to standstill in front of Rudra’s study that sat directly in front of staircase. Door was left ajar and she peeked in to find Maan’s father engrossed in some kind of file. His study was massive and well kempt, from the floor covered in crimson carpet free of any dust granules to the shelves having books arranged according to their thickness, not a single one out of place.

You can come in.

His strong voice had her tripping inside the room. She stared wide-eyed. I am sorry, Mr. Khurana. I wasn’t spying on you.

He smiled and she reflected it on impulse. When such a powerful man-Were-smiled so warmly at you, you couldn’t help but feel nice and worthy.I know. Come have a seat.

Geet settled into the chair before his desk, sinking in. It was that big and extremely comfy not to forego.

These are good. She appreciated.

I have these custom-made for Jhanvi. She likes to sit by me for hours while I work.

Oh. Learn to care from Werewolf males when it came to their mates. And there was one of hers who’d made it his mission to give her a tough time.You seem busy.

Actually going through the orchards’ accounts. We own apple orchards that supplies apples inside the country and also abroad. That is main source of income for the people of our clan.

Apples?

Yes. Our apples are of great class, deeply red and very sweet.

I thought you had dozens of companies to support your clan.

We can’t just distribute money amongst pack members now, can we? That would make them indolent and ever-complaining. They work either in the orchard or the town with humans to earn their respective livelihoods. As a result all Were remain happy and satisfied, while our clan flourish upholding the balance.

What happens to the returns from the companies that you guys own?

We use it for greater welfare of the clan-acquiring new land, building network tower, invest in medicine and security. Rest goes into the treasury.

Geet nodded impressed by the fluid way Maan’s clan worked. Maan told me you fainted yesterday. How do you feel now?

Better. Well, Mr. Khurana do you know where Maan is? I have not seen him since last night.

With a thoughtful expression, Mr. Khurana shook his head. No idea.

She was going to ask whether they should be worrying when Robe escorted the medic into Rudra’s study. Paras pretended to be calm but the strained lines on his forehead told another story.

Good morning, Alpha. I have a bad news.

His father, brothers and mate sat in study along with the medic when Maan entered. Tension hung in air and all faces were grim as if there was a live bomb somewhere in the Den about to burst, of the location of which they had no clue. Despite the heaviness suspended around, Maan’s skin burned at the sight of Geet. Extinguishing it he asked. What’s the matter?

Vidhuat woke up last evening from unconsciousness looking for Chhavi. Geet told standing up and drawing near. Why do you look like hell? Are you fine?
With a hiss-as if she burned him-he threw her hand away. Don’t touch me.

Geet jumped at the furious outburst. He might as well have slapped her. She looked around humiliated, her eyes catching the fisted hands at Garv’s side. Absently looking at her hand she wondered if something was wrong with it to make Maan so opposed to her touch all of a sudden.

Rudra cleared his throat. We should be thankful that he didn’t do any damage.

I injected him before he could. We have to do something fast. Vidhuat won’t remain on bed for long and Chavvi is in danger. Anything could happen to her and she’s incapable of escaping or contacting us even if she got a chance. Paras said, voice strained.

Paras, I am doing whatever I can. Troops are searching for her or some clue everywhere but there is no trail, no lead. And witches haven’t yet found anything.

Intrusive eyes still trained on Maan Geet said. We shouldn’t hold Vidhuat down. She is her mate and he has the right to look for her. If he is awake, he might be able to sense her and track her location.

Paras shook his head forlornly. She can’t communicate very well, not verbally or mentally. You know she is mentally unfit.

But we can try. Not like we have many options.

Geet is right. Rudra spoke. But first the protector has to heal.

Meanwhile I think we should report her missing with the human police. Maan spoke hoarsely. Additional hands. For all we know it could be humans who have taken her. Maybe that land and oil thing is behind it. Vidhuat’s place was attacked just after those prim fuckers appeared. Until we know for sure who is behind all this we have to widen our suspicion circle for all.

Then what are we waiting for? Avi said.

Maan nodded. Geet followed him out of the room. Would you please tell me what your problem is? Why are you behaving so weird?

Look, girl-

Girl? We are again on girl?

I don’t care what shit we are on. He closed in on her eyes blazing.When I am pissed, you better leave me the hell alone.

Her eyes burned as he walked away. Avi looked like he felt sorry for her but didn’t comment, sparing her remaining dignity.

She ran back to the private quarters and locked herself into the bathroom. As if someone would come looking for her. Why he had to be difficult? A few stray tears ran down her cheeks. God, she felt all alone. Maan was her only connection to this insane world. How could he abandon her when all kind of strange feelings were brewing in her? And she had thought he would be there whenever she needed him. Instead he was shutting himself off and lashing out on her openly.

She knocked away the tears. To hell with him, she wouldn’t cry for his sorry ass. Burying the hurt deep inside, so it wouldn’t crush her anymore she came out and picked the stolen-borrowed-book. Geet had all the time in world and so the thickness of the leather bound didn’t demoralize her spirits. But it seemed the fates were planning against her because when she opened it, her mind couldn’t comprehend a single word on it. She didn’t know the language and the letter didn’t seem like any script she had seen before.

Geet groaned. At least she now knew that the drawings everywhere in the Den-on doors, walls, furniture and even bed posts weren’t mindless patterns but they were actually inscriptions in different language.

But I need someone to read it.

On her way to Parth and Niyati’s quarters that was on the west wing of the Den, she saw Lavina down in the foyer talking to Rudra, a slight smile on her carved face. She wore jeans with grace of a gown. Geet scowled and Lavina chose that exact moment to face her. Gaze of two rivals met and one pair of eyes shied away. Lavina looked everywhere but her. Geet raised her chin heading towards- well wherever she was heading to. Yeah, Niyati. Geet walked away with extra swagger in her steps.

Great! Now I have become a cat fighting, primitive… cave woman.

Niyati seemed down for some reason when door opened at Geet’s shy knock. Like a black cloud had settled over and no one was secure from its dark shadows, not even cheerful Niyati.

Nevertheless, she was heartly welcomed into Parth and Niyati’s cozy quarters which smelled real nice and had essence of both Nayati’s vivacity and Parth’s tranquil composure.

A bit impatient Geet informed why she had come.  

I can’t read it. Niyati said and Geet’s face fell. I am sorry. But I know someone who can. You will find him in the library.

Oh, really. Where is this library?

Here, in the Den. On the backside, ground level. It opens in the backyard and remains accessible for everyone. The guy is librarian there. He is Leonardo Da vinci, Einstein and everyone born intelligent in the history of humans and lycans in one body.

Geet giggled at Niyati’s description. Then I shall go meet him.

With all the strength she could muster, Sheen pushed open the door. As she stepped in, the pungent smell of blood and bodily fluids entered her nostrils. She had to cup her nose and swallow the bile that rose. Her eyes adjusted to the darkness penetrated by only a beam of light entering through a tiny window high up on the wall.

She scanned the room and found the female huddled in a corner. No movement.

Sheen feared the worst. Walking closer she kneeled on the ground. A hand wrapped around the knees and other lay beside twisted in at an unnatural angle. Oh, lord.

Chavvi. Sheen kept a trembling hand on shoulder. Chavvi cringed burying herself deeper into the corner bringing a relief to Sheen. At least, she wasn’t dead. It’s me, Sheen.

When Sheen thought there wouldn’t be any response coming, Chavvi raised her head making her choke back a cry. Chin trembling, Sheen nearly broke down like the weakling she was. Staring back at her were empty, dead eyes, the skin around one blue. Her slashed lips were blue and battered, the healing process leaving dried blood behind. Nasty bite marks covered her neck like she had been chewed and ran down to her chest. Her clothes were ripped, revealing one nude breast that was just as marred.

I am cold. Chavvi spoke, voice gravelly, even her words were bruised.

Sheen failed to hold the sob that tore out of her throat. I am sorry.

Chavvi didn’t seem to hear her. They hit me very much. I did as they told. Don’t make noise bitch. I did. Due to dried blood and healing wound on her lips, her mouth couldn’t part rightly and so words didn’t form as they should. But she wasn’t crying. Her eyes remained open without blinking. Those eyes would haunt Sheen for the rest of her life.

Clearing her congested throat, Sheen managed some words. Does your hand hurt?

Confused Chavvi looked down at the said limb as if she had completely forgotten about it. No. I can’t feel my hand. It wouldn’t move.

Sheen tentatively took her hand in hers and carefully examined it. Thankfully the bones hadn’t broken but were just dislodged. I am going to twist it okay and it’s going to hurt. But if we don’t fix this now, your hand is going to heal the wrong way.

No no. Don’t hurt me. No more pain. Please.

Sorry, have to do this. Before Chavvi could protest more, Sheen twisted the limbs and the bones clicked in place. Chavvi screamed and only then tears streamed out of her eyes.

Shh, shh… don’t scream. They will hear us. Sheen pleaded. She didn’t want Droh or his underlings knowing she had come to Chavvi.Listen don’t shout. I beg you.

Don’t make noise bitch. I won’t. Chavvi jammed two fingers in her mouth, suffocating herself. Her moans filled the room, painful and heart crushing. Sheen shuddered.

What are you doing? Sheen pulled Chavvi’s hand away from mouth.

Stopping… myself… from making noise. Just like they said. She cradled her wounded arm close with the help of good one. Her crying didn’t seize but the screams had died, Sheen realized this was as much as she was going to get.

Sheen wrapped the tattered blanket she had bought around Chavvi. It will keep your warm. I will go and bring food for you.

No. I want to wash. Dirty. I am dirty. She put her good hand between thighs. My pee-pee hurts.

They had a bad excuse for washroom in the ruins and it would be difficult to sneak Chavvi in there. Too risky. But the female was in bad shape, her wounds needed cleaning up and tending.

I will take you to washroom but you’ll do just as I say. Is that clear?

Chavvi nodded eagerly. Sheen helped her to stand up and told to clutch the blanket tightly around. Chavvi pulled her hand away from crotch. It was bloody.

You are bleeding?

So it hurts, you see.

Swallowing another sob, Sheen helped Chavvi out of the room and towards the washroom. Thankfully they met no one on their way and before entering, Sheen peeked inside to check. Certain it was empty she took Chavvi into the small space which just had two bathing stalls.

Here. She turned on the shower which after three grubby splatters threw passably clean water. She told apologetically. Only cold water.

Sheen started to draw the curtain close but realized Chavvi couldn’t bathe with one hand, she couldn’t even stand properly. Let me help you. She entered the tiny stall and closed the curtain. Chavvi’s clothes were stuck to her skin ‘cause of the dried blood so Sheen had to tear the remaining pieces apart. It would have been a hell lot easier and less painful for Chavvi if she had a pair of scissors. Once naked, Sheen washed Chavvi’s sliced and battered body with careful hands and trembling heart.

It hurts very much.

Sheen nodded unable to speak a word in reply. Her mate had done this to Chavvi and so she was responsible for the whole ordeal. She’ll never forgive herself.

My tummy isn’t good. It’s squeezing and paining.

She nodded again. It would… get okay in a bit.

I want to go home. My mate must be waiting. Chavvi sniffed, clutching her stomach with one hand that worked.

And again Sheen nodded knowing that the female wouldn’t be going home to her mate anytime soon. Being imbecile was never such a blessing; at least Chavvi was ignorant to the fact of how she had been ruined for the lifetime.







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Author's blabber:


A super big part really, wanted to make up for the delay. Still it was not as late as my last update. Will give a recap every time, so you guys can recall the story. Since the part was big I hope it wasn’t boring. It isn’t easy to type Khumaari, n now that I have finished another part I am craving for your comments on everything- Maaneet, Chavvi, Sheen, Droh, Paras. So feel free to put forward your suggestion and complaints regarding the story.

Am really excited because I am quite clear on the ending of this saga. All of it is sorted in my brain, I only have to type it down. Did I say only? Well, that’s the most difficult part.
Someone asked me for the characters’ pic. For Maan and Geet you can imagine DD and GC but others I can’t really tell. Apart from Dev, no other character I have taken from TV or Movies. I don’t think any of them could do justice to the people here. They are exquisite and unmatchable. I am the creator so I think too high of them but since you are the reader you can imagine them as anyone.

Many of you said that because I update late you guys couldn’t correctly place the earlier happenings in the story and get confused. And I completely agree with that because I am a reader too. No matter how much I try, the update gets late, which am sorry for. However I have found a middle way. From now on before every update, I will give a quick recap of what has happened from the start to the last updated part. Having a look at it you guys would be able to remember where I had left and what has happened so far. Yeah, I know. Smart ass meLOLLOL. 


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